Finally the end is here. That is, the end of negotiations! I was negotiating for a couple of weeks and for what? To get a nice “no”. At least I tried. Anyhow one day before the deadline I met with Mr. Chief Librarian who told me that he conferred with his people and they said no way. He could not deviate from the template letter of offer that they provided. By this time I wanted to sign the letter anyhow so I nodded my head and signed away! Am I glad that was over!!! Now I can worry my head off about achieving tenure while still being a good mother. While excited about being offered this continuing appointment I’m still weary about working with my colleagues. Why do you think that is? Well I’m not the best at math, but here it is:
3 contract librarians + 1 continuing appointment positon=?
You fill in the blank! Out of the 3 of us I was the lucky one! I feel like I’ll be swimming with the sharks when the announcement is made about the filled position. The department and even the whole library is divided with each candidate having their own corner cheering them on. Well what happens when your corner doesn’t win? No one wants to lose, but we all need to lose gracefully. Let’s see what happens. I hate politics in the workplace, but it looks like I’ll have to tread lightly and be extra sensitive… at least while I’m working with the other contract librarians.
